I set fire to the rain

Not only does the damn song keep playing in my head, it also had a major significance in the status of my life at the moment (the more I sang it and learned the lyrics the more I seemed to believe it reflects on a lot going on at the moment……..or its just my paranoia kicking in) Done with Wales…sad but true…I thought it would be more painful leaving but it was not actually, not sad at all. I don’t think student life is it for me and thank heavens this was just a one year program, I am not sure how much more of it I could actually tolerate. I’ve come to realize that despite going back to school was hard, going back to work is even tougher. Not just for myself, but mainly for those surrounding me. Adele sings “'Cause there's a side to you that I never knew, never knew. All the things you'd say, they were never true, never true. And the games you'd play, you would always win always win” and she couldn’t have been more right. Too many people I now have to fight against, out of nowhere, on my first day back it certainly hit me like a ton of bricks. Until now, things aren’t steady and as much as I know it will take a while, I am not very patient and I have several plan Bs in mind. Problem is, we Aries aren’t very fond of plan Bs at all. Contemplating what to do next is tough, taking advice from successful friends around me certainly does its deed in giving me that boost that I need, but envy is one thing I never really understood here. Why not just wish the best for people? Why must we hate? Why must be always want to compete unfairly and put people down? One of my wise friends said to me “we need people like that in our lives, its what keeps up going. Life would be boring without haters”. I suppose he is right to a certain extent…. To all my haters, this is dedicated to you, keep up the hating and I shall “let it burn”.